ertlamm

For Brabra

2010-06-26T03:56:00.000-07:00

I call it simply...Brabra

Hey Japan

2010-06-23T22:36:00.001-07:00

What Honda do to Stevie?

A funny thing happened

2010-06-23T21:52:00.000-07:00

Somewhere

Oh Barb...Where art...

2010-05-16T19:46:00.000-07:00

Oh Barb...Where art Thou.

Tweety Today

2010-04-14T11:14:00.000-07:00

I tot I saw a puty tat. I did...I did see a puty tat.

Lawrence Swank Today on Tweety

2010-04-14T11:07:00.000-07:00

Film at 11:00.

Baba Baby Doll

2010-04-10T08:21:00.001-07:00

Sister Golden Hair(my Baba)

2010-04-08T02:43:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ev3bWmOG3Gg

Heavens' Punch Bowl

2010-02-27T02:06:00.000-08:00

Good Will Retarded T Balls

2010-02-26T21:57:00.000-08:00

Overdue Promotions Ltd.

2010-02-26T21:50:00.001-08:00

Faces, prepare to be washed clean...from upstairs.

Culture Prune

2010-02-25T06:09:00.000-08:00

Stevie sweetness sweet and sour culture prune, served with wheat germ.

School Up

2010-02-25T04:00:00.000-08:00

Gold Star, brothy brothy based, Italian chicken seafood honey penne; with sesame seed, almonds and black walnuts & RNAE. Did I mention honey? Served with sesame seeds and honey to taste.

Note to food preparers: The brothy broth base, common to both the fettuccini and the penne consists of the broth of two 4-5lb whole chickens and their giblets(rendered in a pot), the thoroughly crocked and chopped meat from one of the chickens, the garlic(two bulbs, whole cloves), one large onion, 6 sticks of celery, celery seed and all of the seasonings pictured minus the sweets, the sours, sesame seeds and nuts. Just as the plum sauce and honey are not used in the fettucini, the sour cream has no role in the penne.

I prepare the seafood portion of the penne separately and let it stand over night in a refrigerator, consisting of: smoked oysters, baby clams, boneless/skinless sardines, sesame seeds, celery seeds, sesame seed oil, plum sauce and honey(it is delightful as a meal by itself).

Fairly

2010-02-24T07:41:00.001-08:00

Will and Got To

2010-02-23T20:45:00.001-08:00

Heart and shoulders. Ginger acorn squash, super juicy juice and sweetie stevie's double super brothy brothy, chickeny chickeny, Italian chicken fetuccini with RNAE. Breakfast at dawn.

Mosaics by long time friend, Harry Bailey.

Places(every one)

2010-02-21T20:15:00.000-08:00

Super juicy juice, magic elemental potato pancakes, golden nugget squash, Virgina hickory smoked ham and eggs... crawlin' with elementals.

Places(every one)

From the past

To the future

To the present

To the now

From the past

To the present

To the now

From the past

To the future

To the present

To the now

From the past

To the present

To the future

To the now

From the past

To the present

To the now

From the past

To the future

To the present

To the now

The future

Is looking better

For the cow

Baba Ram Yumby

2010-02-20T18:56:00.000-08:00

Stevie to Baba Ram Yumby

Come in Baba Ram Yumby..

Ballroom strobe light gumby

We can dance like elves

Now that

Everyday is Easter Sunday

Sugar Sugar

2010-02-19T01:10:00.001-08:00

I think; therefore...I can.

There's going to be a chili cook off March 27th at California City at the American Legion Post 476 8108 Bay Ave. 10:00AM-3:00PM. Information may be obtained at phil.morosky@verizon.net. 760-769-4366. See you there?

Harry O’Bailey and the Elemental Kingdom of Gwynn

2010-02-18T19:36:00.000-08:00

Disclaimer: This was written by me, for my eyes only, five years ago; as prelude to a possible future project. This is how I may sometimes write to and for myself; when the intent is not to impress or be concerned with the possible opinion of others. But since I got Harry's sort of okay(he is understandably shy about this matter) today...

Harry O’Bailey and the Kingdom of Gwynn

Nonfiction; natural actual enriched super suggestive waking revelatory virtual platonic jungian indigenous objective stream of consciousness subjective elemental descriptive narrative creative.

Style, variegated variable quality passive digressive connective looping semi saturated hyper similar irregularity virtual pacific otter field evolutionary.

Principals:

the author’s on again off again auto biographical sketch narrative of true and genuine hyper classic life’s experiences highlighting personally memorable weird events…provide a backdrop for and bring a first person, real life credibility to the elemental kingdom accounts related first hand by Harry O’Bailey to complement aid in informing and combine naturally occurring platonically intelligent entertaining and informative fair for a generous healthful inspirational and motivational reconnection to what we may sanely refer to as the material world. The true relation of virtually unembellished, yet highly relative recounted personal experiences and cherry picked "jumpy a roundy" personally valued and often incredibly classic memories of the author, born in Victorville/Hesperia California 1959 until present day; slowly yet curiously and naturally over a period of focusing over two decades upon the shareable practical relateable and considerably valuable persona of one Harry O’Bailey and his first hand relation to the author of his ongoing experiences with intelligent fairy like or elfin elemental life forms in his own back yard and self conceived and created cascading water fall pond habitat/bird sanctuary.

Featuring the Kingdom of Gwynn, elemental life form and son of the "no more" Enod which began with O’Bailey’s virtual encounter with Gywnn and repeated invitations over a period of three days, which were accepted on the second day…resulting in a consciously self aware, fascinating perspective transforming reduction to the land of the fairies…their, kingdom and customs…proclivity and penchant for partying, irascible trait of mischievousness in relation toward far less intelligent and elementally ignorant humanity and culminating with a battle of the fairies of the kingdom of Gwynn with a much larger and more formidable troll like club wielding giant…climaxing with the retreat and defeat of the troll following an all out assault by the fairy warrior members of the elemental world kingdom of Gywnn. And all non fiction and uncontrived and perceived and experienced by the person Harry O’Bailey as told to his long time mutually respective platonic friend, contemporary, 20 yr. work acquaintance and fellow mine employee.

The effortless stream of conscious rambling aimed for by the author centers around the awareness of contemporary western cultures’ need for a much less abashed or consciously contrived mechanical or typical language usage posturing or spiritually molesting forms of comfortable and healthy mature adult written self expression.

This work represents a complete departure for the author, for who literary works of fantasy have always posed a personal hurdle of prejudicial objection. It has always been the author’s contention and conviction that our natural and supernatural worlds and existence, provide any and all of the curiously odd, trippy, weird and incredibly entertaining and truly soul satisfying fantastic non fiction and folk based subjectively objective actual reality that humanity might properly deign to consider, for fear of further loss of our greatly needed, invaluable, healthy accuracy of our precious natural instincts, intuitions, inklings and sensibilities. As should be noted, this work would represent a fairly automatic relation of the coincidental and synchronic current day by day events in the authors life at age 48 and no doubt include his ever present and steadily incessant predilection for the spiritually healing natural human elemental quasi quantity qualities of elemental tranquilium, serenium, which become a prelude to the "que sara sara" Doris Day derriere, sloppy agape serape non obligatory, grabby egoist judgment free, personal impersonality conscious current translation, platonic ascension soul creation evolving, healthfully impeccable, individual dark matter subordination personal self awareness quality defining, universally integrating elemental harmonium which has become a recent and curiously subtly inevitable and unavoidable, reoccurring conceptually creative topic of individual personal self expression at the authors mid life…having taken a rain check on the presumably divine, apparently ostensible soul restorative ascension like gift of ultra relative salient qualities of accessible talent in a personal reception of an endowment of grace in 1986 amidst the cultural and spiritual needs of our modern western world of humanity.

News From the Front

2010-02-18T18:18:00.000-08:00

The Scientist(a musical)

2010-02-18T09:57:00.000-08:00

The Scientist

Places(every one)

From the past

To the future

To the present

To the now

From the past

To the present

To the now

From the past

To the future

To the present

To the now

From the past

To the present

To the future

To the now

From the past

To the present

To the now

From the past

To the future

To the present

To the now

The future

Is looking better

For the cow

Inklings

Have you ever heard of the inkling?

Have you ever heard of the thoughts?

Have you ever heard of the mudling?

What happens when the worm goes squat?

Have you ever started to wonder

If there’s something that you might have forgot?

Have concern

‘Cause it’s the worm

That talks trough anyone

Who’ll let it have a turn.

Just remember this my friends

When you’re talking to a worm

He doesn’t have a brain at all

So not to be concerned

He might just say the strangest things

To try to get your goat

Just turn away

Say "not today…

You don’t know how to play"

Have you ever heard of the inkling?

Have you ever heard of the thoughts?

Have you ever heard of the mudling?

What happens when the worm goes squat?

Have you ever started to wonder

If there’s something that you might have forgot?

My Body Elemental

Usa is my body elemental

Usa is my muse

Usa is my Geni

My trainer

My helper

And my priest

Of that

In my life

That is important

Usa

Is none the least

Usa is my body elemental

Usa is my friend

My playmate

And my liege

Sweetness

My body is my temple elemental

That works

By me sweet and by me charm

My body is my temple elemental

An elemental temple

So it can never bring me harm

I’m me sweetness

You’re me sweetness

In me ein me home

I’m me sweetness

You’re me sweetness

I never feel alone

Hershies kisses

Your so pretty

Makes me like to shop

You’re so sweetness

You’re my candy

You’re my lemon drop

You’re so nice

Yor’re my orange slice

You’re my cherry sour

So don’t get lost

You’re not forgot

You’re my honey pot

I like me sweet me candy

I eat a couple now

My pains go bye

So I can try

To feel so really good

To work and play

Throughout my day

And make the most of food

I like to sleep

I like to eat

I like to drink a beer

I like me smoke

To tell a joke

And hear one in my ear

And then I work and fix what’s broke

And then I cook a meal

I make some juice to spice me foods

To help my body heal

And then I dance and then I play

‘Cause all my work is done

And then I smile

Enjoy me while

I really have some fun

I rise I make me coffee

And then I drink me juice

And then I do some work things

Before I eat my food

In the morning I squat and press and stretch

And then kick my legs about

So I can walk around

So charm me

Charm em

Nice me

Sweet me

And then I do some things

Charm me

Nice me

Harm me hardly

The elementals sing

We make you presents

In the present

Natures’ life

Is happening

In every living thing

Nice girls(it’s all coming down now)

We are sweet and nice girls

We have charm and curl

We are sweet and nice girls

Watch us knit and pearl

Rabbit hair

We are girls

With rabbit hair

Rabbit hair

Watch us

Hop and tear

We cross our ankles

Cross our feet

We cross our legs

To make them sweet

It’s all coming down now

It’s all coming down now everywhere

It’s all coming down now

It’s all coming down now everywhere

You can keep it

I don’t want it

At this time I’m doing fine

Seconds ticking

No one’s listing

What’s become of human kind?

If you want it

You can take it

I won’t say its mine

You can take it

I don’t hate it

And I’m feeling kind

Pat your pillow

Make it mellow

Get it sorted out

Your head needs comfort

From the cumber

Then you’ll lose all doubt

Ah ni ah ni awni

Ah ni ah ni awn ni

Ah ni an ni yeah

Ah ni ah ni awni

Ah ni ani yeah

Ah ni ah ni awni

Ah ni ah ni awni ah

Ah ni ah ni ani

Ah ni ah ni anwni yeah

Etrnael Salvalhaulestracheon(can be yurz)

I hope you understand

I hope you’re feeling well

Our lives can be much longer

And we can live to tell

Our RNA

And DNA

Have something of an enzyme

That acts to replicate

Precisely in it’s time

But our morphic fields

They change you know

As behavior goes it’s way

And this can be a healthy thing

Or this can be decay

It smells like poop

And rotten soup

But keeps you healing fine

So when you have to do your work

Don’t feel like it’s a mess

Make some art

Don’t hold your fart

And you’ll be fine in time

Now and Then(the candy bar that lasts forever)

Now and then

We have some fun

Now and then

We dance around

Now and then

We eat some pie

Now and then

We don’t know why

Now and then

We take a sip

Now and then

We have a smoke

Now and then

We rest awhile

With time to tell a little joke

Now and then

We like to smile

Here Comes the Worm

Bump, bump, bump

Bump, bump, bump, bump

Bump, bump,bump

Bump, bump, bump, bump

Boop, boop, beep

Boop, boop, boop, boop, beep

Bump, bump, bump

Bump, bump, bump, bump

Queef, queef, queef

Fart, fart, fart, fart

Whistle, queef, fart

Bump, bump, bump, bump, bump

Knot and a leaf

A knot and a leaf

Gaglioni Upachuckski

Is the very model of a man

Gaglioni Upachuckski

Can do what no man can

Someone please

Make room for Gaggy

So that the world

Can understand

Although we are surrounded

By worm holes on all sides

We may reel in laughter

And watch the worm subside

If he comes your way

And this may come to pass

Ask him to flip it on the carpet

Or stick it up his ass

Bo, bo, bo, bo

Not my Geste

Bo, bo

Not my Geste

Change by Resting

Change by changing

Rest by resting

Change by resting

Rest by changing

Change by resting

Rest by changing

Change by changing

Rest by resting

Rest by changing

Change by changing

Change by resting

Rest by changing

Change by resting

Rest by resting

Change by changing

They’re Schizoprenic

Oh this western culture

Has really gotten weird

From sperm to worm

For quite a term

Our world’s become absurd

First it’s just a spoiled mood

And then it’s all fucked up

It makes me stop to wonder why

A bitch will eat her pup

First its just irrational

Then its ADD

Tell me where the good time’s left

For her and you and me

Then they say you’re crazy

Because you like to make some sense

They call you schizophrenic

And they think the shoe will fit

And if you care

Even just a little bit

You’ll find yourself surrounded by

And in a world of shit

They’re s c h i z o p h r e n i c

And I know why

They’re s c h i z o p h r e n i c

And now they’re going to die

Shazami has a voodoo doll

Made from their meridians

Things go starting shutting off

And ugliness sets in

Schadenfruede herr dipshit

My fun must now begin

From what you try to do to me

You can not escape

The fate you made

Like bricks you laid

Is stacking up within

Of course you never see this

You’re blind to all around

If you weren’t such

A spoiled ignorant idiot bitch

I think you’d hear a sound

Like that of a fart

In a whirl wind

For that’s all that’s left

Of what God gave you to spend

They’re s c h i z o p h r e n i c

And I know why

They’re s c h i z o p h r e n i c

And now they’re going to die

Sweeten up

I know that you don’t understand

But let me say to you

That this is not the plan

The way things are

Me curse the stars

And hate to be a man

There’s really too much bitterness

So you must understand

We must work hard

And do our parts

To sweeten up this land

So let’s sweeten baking chocolate

And Velcro® in Japan

Somethings they go this way

Somethings they go that

We wipe our butt

We wind our watch

And this is where its at

Dextro levo everything

March

I thought that I’d come down here

To see if life is fair

I had to speak with providence

To see if time was there

They said to go ahead my guy

The notches seem correct

But by the time I reached twelve years

I saw our mortal heck

So then I said to providence

I know you need respect

But this place is full of evidence

That this world is just a wreck

The right

The wrong

The left

The right

There’s nothing left

But bitter shite

The little boy

He goosed him right

He looked to left

He looked to right

He turned around

Yelled blatherskite!

The world of elementals

Is not so far from man

They work

They play

They have such fun

Its rare

The man that can

They charm

They sweet

They do good work

They like to keep things neat

They never pout

They keep themselves

So free from worms

On that matter they have no doubt

They’re very, very lively

Even when they tire

They sleep some winks

And then me thinks

They’re ready all again

To start the day

And then to play

And look what they have found

People on earth

Have let themselves all down

They talk to worms

They’re not concerned

About what life’s about

The behavior

Of their morphic fields

Is overcome with doubt

Within their own meridians

They become their own voodoo doll

Then they get the sickness

Then they stumble and they fall

All these elementals

Just shake their heads at man

He must really be a dummy

That doesn’t understand

That the humans

Are the final works of God

And are his master plan

That one day higher beings

Can occupy the land

From here to there is A to Z

Where humans

Tend to only see

The false

Choice of dichotomy

A or B

From A to B

Shows the wisdom

Of their mystery

What they need is

Dextro levo everything

Byeco

The party’s over

Bye co

The air is cleaner

Bye co

The dependent’s cleaner

Bye co

The bullshit’s over

Byeco, byeco, byeco,

Byeco, byeco, balls

Byeco, byeco, byeco

Byeco, byeco, byeco, byeco

Byeco Buckyballs

The company has expired

The company has retired

Now its Special T

Where you work

What you do

How you make a living

That’s your Special T

You may have more than one

You may have a few

You can do

What you do

Where you do

What you do

And let it be

Your specialty

The company has been replaced

By the Special T

All your life

Can be your specialty

Make the most

Of what you can

And make the most

Of all you see

Life is just to precious

To waste on company

Magic elemental potato cakes

Super juicy juice

Ham and eggs

Double super

Chicken lipid

Brothy broth

Chickeny, chickeny

Italian chicken fettuccine

With RNAE

(now how about that)

That

Temperance and tolerance

Tolerance and temperance

Have a lot

To do with

What life’s about

Temperance

Ha… tolerance

May

Make you want to laugh

But tolerance

Ah… temperance

What you think of that?

If you have

A wormy

Disposition

Just

Spin it

All around

The elemental

Disposition

Never

Wears a frown

The Scientist

Those of science

Can fix appliance

And do most anything

They use their minds

For humankind

To solve a mystery

They look for something

That can't be seen

By the normal eye

They check out things

Then logic bring

To help

To sort the doubt

They know there is an order

To all the things we see

So what they look for

Is something hidden

That is necessity

Hidden necessities

They look for these

For then they hope to find

The solutions to the puzzles

And the riddles of our time

So they do some testing

Then experiment a bit

Then they draw conclusions

To see if they will fit

Sometimes its just a model

To last a little while

But then sometimes

They say Eureka!

And that’s what makes them smile

So let’s hear it for the scientist

Who finds what’s from beyond

To help us live a better life

And keep us free from harm

While others run around

And wasting all their time

The scientist

Makes sure of all things…

Holding fast to what is fine

When things take place

Its hard to say

What makes them go this way

The scientist does a double take

And finds the truth

While others sleep and lay

So let’s hear it for the scientist

Who finds what’s from beyond

To help us live a better life

And keep us free from harm

So let’s hear it for the scientist

Who finds what’s from beyond

To help us live a better life

And keep us free from harm

Lmntop... (e)l(e)m(e)ntop

Things have

Started happening

On earth

And

All around

Heaven’s

Making changes

And now

We hear

The sound

The alphabet

Is different

The change

To a T

Things

Will

Be much better

For

Us and them

And

You and me

When the T

Was

After the S

Some things

Were

Hard to be

But now

The T

After the N

lmntop

Now we

Interface

With elementals

And we may make God smile

And we

Can get

A lot more done

Smiling

All the while

Does anyone in town need some zest?

2010-02-17T05:51:00.000-08:00

I got more than I think I need for right now. Breakfast at my place(the single F). Potato pancakes(if you live within a half mile...you'll be able to smell them), ham and eggs. Served with super juicy juice. Smart folks welcome.

Now and Then...the candy bar that lasts forever.

2010-02-16T16:35:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HfDc8ngV3is

Ivan S(meebeep)

2010-02-16T16:31:00.001-08:00

Tug ether ag'in'

2010-02-15T07:58:00.001-08:00

Happy Saint Valentine's Day

2010-02-14T13:49:00.000-08:00

History

2010-02-08T05:44:00.001-08:00

Stevie...what have you done?

Eyeballing it

2010-02-03T07:00:00.001-08:00

Sunset at the North Pole

2010-02-03T05:08:00.001-08:00

Alumni de Italy, umlaut de I

2010-02-02T03:38:00.000-08:00

Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4b-Z0SSyUcw

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YJTSl4niMLA&feature=related

Oh DOL...Borax Miners Locked Out

2010-02-01T06:16:00.000-08:00

Rio Tinto workers locked out at Calif. borax mine

The mine in Boron shut its gates at 7 a.m. Sunday, as employees and their families showed up saying they wanted to work. Replacement workers were brought in to do the jobs of the locked out employees.

Rio Tinto has been negotiating with the International Longshore and Warehouse Union Local 30 for the last five months. The union is resisting proposed changes in the seniority system.

The company says it has lost 25 percent of its global borax share and needs to make changes to stay competitive.

Information from: Los Angeles Times, http://www.latimes.com

_____________________________________

Solidarity 2010

Little Stevie had to make a dump run this morning, so he decided to stop by the ILWU Union Hall in Boron to see what he could find out about what has been going on between the Company and the Union. ILWU Local 30's slogan is: "An injury to one is an injury to all", so Stevie interviewed the Union recording Secretary and took notes. There were a lot of Union brothers and sisters there today. The atmosphere was positive and sober.

The following is what little Stevie found out. There were 27 meetings for labor contract negotiations. The contract calls for eight years straight without a raise and eviscerates standard labor seniority concepts. Equipment incidentally damaged on the job is to be paid for by the employee, taken out of their pay check. Management rights have been multiplied by a factor of ten. Class action law suits are prohibited. All major disputes will have to be brought to arbitration, which is to be paid for by the Union if the company wins. Two civil law suits that the company has lost in the past involved not providing a second lunch for twelve hour shifts and not allowing a lunch break for straight eight hour shift workers.

Beyond this...seven Union members of the negotiating team were issued written corrective notices after the Company went ballistic over three labor representatives from Turkey that showed up on 12/7/09 out of solidarity(on their own dime) and to witness first hand what transpires in America at a Borax mine during labor contract negotiations. Chris Robison, Company Manager of Operations stood up throwing his chair back, effectively ending contract negotiations for that day after just a few minutes of negotiation; upon learning the identity of the three labor representatives from Turkey*. Labor Presidents Zekeriya Gultekin(umlaut over the u) and Gulahmed Guevan(umlaut over the first u) and ICEM http://www.icem.org/representative Kenan Dikibiyik stated to Union officials that the lack of respect and hyper exploitive tactics that they witnessed were on par with what they had encountered in Europe and elsewhere.

The Union negotiating team was ordered as a (non contractual) condition of employment to attend anti trust classes at the Palmdale Hilton Garden Inn. The presence of the Turkish labor representatives was twisted and misconstrued by the Company to represent giving away Rio Tinto trade secrets. When they did not comply, seven of them were issued written disciplinary notices by the company stating that they were under investigation. See image initiating this post.

________________

*This is the same guy that union officials have likened to Elmer J Fudd and who, just less than one month after 9/11/2001, compared the union to the Taliban; during 2001 contract negotiations.

Heyday

2010-01-28T08:33:00.000-08:00

Absolute truth is non relative and therefore inarguable. It is time(?) for grown-ups to stop participating in unhealthy relative truth groveling incestual conceptions and their related activities.

Junk Art

2010-01-26T05:41:00.000-08:00

Frozen Rainwater

2010-01-24T10:08:00.001-08:00

Riddle me This

2010-01-24T08:15:00.000-08:00

When does a fragment become a remnant?

And then from somewhere deep in the Bat Cave...

Holy March Hare Cinderella! Holy Nero Uncle Sam/Saint John Batman!

Of course! The answer to Jesus' prayer. Its an equation.

A fragment becomes a remnant... when: Heraclitus fragment 19 = The answer to Jesus prayer at John 17:21-23.

Heraclitus fragment 19 becomes(is right for or suitable to in appearance of) the remnant referred to in Isaiah 10:21,22 and again at Romans 9:27.

Shazamo!

I Smell Bacon

2010-01-21T09:38:00.000-08:00

Good news for the Cops. Little Stevie says that the Cops are victims just as much as the rest of us; and that the new Pigs are the Media. He won't let me watch TV all year.

Doves in the Rain

2010-01-20T15:12:00.001-08:00

Usa

2010-01-20T06:01:00.000-08:00

My genie, body elemental, trainer, helper, priest.

Fong Sap

2010-01-20T05:28:00.000-08:00

Cantonese for Rheumatism.

Literally wind and water/impending rain.

Flux

2010-01-20T04:33:00.001-08:00

Super Ball

2010-01-16T06:30:00.001-08:00

Facing East at 9:00am

2010-01-15T20:01:00.001-08:00

With eyes wide shut.

Skippy

2010-01-15T09:23:00.000-08:00

When little Stevie was all grown up and in his twenties, he became affiliated with the Freeman Institute and was the program director for the east Kern county chapter of the Informed Voters League for a period of five years. He also served as President for one year. During that time he taught and instructed public classes on the Constitution of the United States sponsored by the Freeman Institute at people's homes and at the Boron Community Center...the same room that the town hall meeting scene in the movie Erin Brockovich was filmed. How about that?

Hawk

2010-01-14T15:48:00.000-08:00

A pair of these guys have been jonzing on my chipmunks lately. They seem cool with me being very close to them. They have flown as close up as three feet from me. I had to give my chipmunks room service today(a bowl of chopped celery and raw peanuts) under cover of their shelter.

Does Anyone Remember This?

2010-01-04T19:50:00.000-08:00

From memory:

I AM the violet flame
In action in me now
I AM the violet flame
To Light alone I bow
I AM the violet flame
In mighty cosmic power
I AM the light of God
Shining every hour
I AM the violet flame
Blazing like a sun
I AM God's sacred power
Freeing every one

(I checked it online and I had it right)

When I get some free time...I have a few memories from my time spent at Summit University in Agoura Hills near Malibu California... and with the Church Universal and Triumphant; that I will add here. Trust me...they are strange as hell.

My Son Sean(that I love)

2010-01-03T13:07:00.000-08:00

And In Germany

My other son disowned me. He he. He don't know me very well...

do he?

Stars

2010-01-03T11:03:00.001-08:00

My Daughters

2010-01-02T10:57:00.000-08:00

We had two boys and two girls...this is the girls.

Martin and Sister Terri

2009-12-31T18:59:00.001-08:00

Young Steiner

2009-12-31T16:56:00.001-08:00

Love Petals

2009-12-31T16:52:00.001-08:00

No Me Molesta

2009-12-31T05:59:00.001-08:00

OCD

2009-12-24T12:49:00.001-08:00

Even a delusional perception of a glance at her through a car window in disguise as her own doll; is enough to sustain someone like me for the rest of my life. And I am a fan of no one.

Greetings from ManWoman

2009-12-24T07:29:00.000-08:00

I got this email this morning from ManWoman...enjoy:

Hello Friends,

I finally got around to putting some of my Swastika Cartoons in my Photo Gallery.

These were done from a series of dreams I had during the 1980s where I visited the Swastika Galaxy.

ManWoman
http://www.freewebs.com/manwomans/

Bjork

2009-12-19T13:37:00.000-08:00

All is Full of Love

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EjAoBKagWQA

Hunter

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oiSohz7B0Zo

Come On Barbra Light* My Fire(wow wow wow wow wow)

2009-12-19T10:36:00.000-08:00

___________________

* light1 (lit) n. [ME. liht OE. leoht, akin to u. ncm in*. base *leuk~, to shine, bright, whence Gr. leukos, white, L. lux & lumen, light, lucere, to shine, luna, moon, Mf.llug, gleam]

1. a) the form of electromagnetic radiation that acts upon the retina of the eye, optic nerve, etc., making sight possible: this energy is transmitted at a velocity of about 186,000 miles per second b) a form of radiant energy similar to this, but not acting on the normal retina, as ultraviolet and infrared radiation

2. the rate of flow of light radiation with respect to the sense of sight: it is measured in lumens

3. the sensation that light stimulates in the organs of sight

4. brightness; illumination: usually with reference to a particular case

5. a source of light, as the sun, a lamp, a light bulb, etc.

6. same as TRAFFIC LIGHT

7. the light from the sun; daylight or dawn

8. a thing by means of which something can be started burning "a light for a cigar"

9. the means by which light is let in; window or windowpane

10. mental illumination; knowledge or information; enlightenment (to shed light on the past)

11. spiritual inspiration

12. public knowledge or view "to bring new facts to light"

13. the way in which something is seen; aspect "presented in a favorable light"

14. facial expression showing a mental or emotional state (a light of recognition in his eyes)

15. a person whose brilliant record makes him an example for others; outstanding figure "one of the shining lights of the school"

16. a) the quality suggesting light created in a painting, drawing, etc., esp. in certain areas b) such an area —adj. [ME. liht OE. leoht] 1. having light; not dark; bright 2. pale in color; whitish; fair adv. not brightly; in a pale way (light blue vt. light'ed or Jit, light'lng) [ME. lighten OE. lihtan] 1. to set on fire; ignite "to light a bonfire" 2. to cause to give off light "to light a lamp" 3. to give light to; furnish with light; illuminate "lamps light the streets" 4. to brighten; animate 5. to show the way to by giving light "a beacon lights the ships to harbor" —vi. 1. to catch fire "the fuse lighted at once" 2. to be lighted; brighten (usually with up) —according to one's lights as one's opinions, information, or standards may direct in the light of with knowledge of; considering light up 1. to make or become light 2. to make or become bright, cheerful, etc. 3. [Colloq.] to begin smoking (a cigar, etc.)—see the light (of day) 1. to come into existence 2. to come to public view 4. to understand —stand in one's own light to harm one's reputation by acting unwisely--to

strike a light to make a flame, as with a match light

light2 (lit) adj (lit) adj. [ME. OE. leoht, akin to G. leicht, Du. l-tcht IE. *lengwhto- base *legwh-, light in movement and weight, whence L. levis, Gr. ela-phros

1. having little weight; not heavy

2. having little weight for its size; of low specific gravity

3. below the usual or defined weight a light coin

4: less than usual or normal in amount, extent, intensity, force, etc.; specif., a) striking or making contact with little force or impact "a light blow" b) of less than the usual quantity or density "a light vote, a light rain" c) not thick, coarse, or massive; delicate and graceful in structure "light tracery" d) not violent or intense; mild "a light wind" e) soft, muted, or muffled "a light sound" not prolonged or intense "light applause"

5. of little importance; not serious or profound "light conversation"

6. easy to bear: not burdensome "a light tax"

7. easy to do; not difficult "light housekeeping"

8. not burdened with grief or sorrow; gay; happy; buovant "light spirits"

9. of a flighty nature; frivolous; capricious

10. loose in morals; wanton

11. dizzy; giddy

12. of an amusing or nonserious nature "light reading"

13. containing little alcohol "light wine"

14. characterized by qualities suggestive of little weight; not dense, hard, full, etc.; specif., o) not as full as usual; moderate "a light meal" b) easy to digest c) well leavened; soft and spongy light cake d) loose in consistency; easily crumbled; porous "light sand"

15. moving with ease and nimbleness "light on one's feet"

16. carrying little weight or cargo "a light vehicle"

17. unstressed or slightly stressed: said of a syllable in phonetics, prosody, etc.

18. designating or of an industry equipped with relatively light machinery and producing relatively small products

19. designating, of, or equipped with weapons, armor, ships, etc. of a relatively small size or light weight

20. [Colloq.] a) lacking personnel; short-handed b) owing (a specified sum) to the pot in poker [light fifty cents —adv. same as LIGHTLY —vi. light'ed or lit, Hght'ing [ME. lihten <>

· light adaptation the adaptation of the retina of the eye to vision under a wide variety of light intensity

· light air a wind whose speed is 1 to 3 miles per hour: see BEAUFORT SCALE

· light bread [South] bread made of wheat flour with yeast as a leavening agent

· light breeze a wind whose speed is 4 to 7 miles per hour: see BEAUFORT SCALE

· light-en (-'n) vt. [ME. lightnen\ 1. to make light or bright; illuminate 2. to make light or pale 3. to cause to flash

What I See

2009-12-07T10:26:00.001-08:00

http://new.music.yahoo.com/videos/SteveWinwood/Higher-Love--2163698

Blood

2009-12-05T11:49:00.000-08:00

I came to here(America/California) from Prussia by way of Belgium in the 1800's(go west young man). Does anyone know or remember anything about Prussia? I dunno much myself. I once asked a German foreign exchange student, who was visiting my kids, if she knew anything about the land of my ancestors and she said "no" and then asked me if it was over ten years ago. Perhaps that part of the world isn't big on history. I dunno. Junkers. What is it? I've heard that it is a class of people. What class is that? What happened to Prussia? What happened to the Junkers? Were they bad people? Were they good? Were they a critical, ridged and judgmental people? Did they support Hitler? Might make an interesting movie. For now, I'm (happily)semi ignorant.

All I know is that I've had more than a bit of a rough time in America...based upon assumptions regarding my surname. Jungers is the(an) Americanized form of Junkers...it seems that Junkers carried too many unappealing connotations in the 1800's. Junk and all. Oh well. Junkers would sound just fine today.

I never learned anything about Junkers or Prussia or Nazis growing up. My family heritage was never spoken about or emphasized in any way. My parents were apolitical misfits who threw themselves into and at life with the full force that America allowed in the 1950's and '60's and believed that politics and social matters were a complete waste of time; and like so many of their time acted and lived as if they believed themselves to be immortal. While being extraordinarily discipled in our everyday lives during my childhood, we pretty much lived a free wheeling and no holds barred existence seemingly either beyond, outside or before convention.

I never knew anything about my family's bloodline until I was in my late twenties and went to the public(LA County, Palmdale) library and read a bit about the Junkers(the landed aristocracy). When it got to the part preceding WWII and Adolf Hitler...I got nervous and quit reading. I didn't want to know...my part of the family was over here well before that time anyway. I closed the book and put the others back on the shelf.

So I still don't know. But I guess I should be glad that my Prussian ancestors decided to acquiesce to the Roman crusaders in exchange for safe passage to Danzig and access to the Baltic sea via the Rhine. We hate to fight. Fighting makes us crazy. If there were a Prussian Mafia today…you’d know their victims. Their spine just below their skull would be severed via gunshot or blade and their pupils would be removed. We would take insane delight in psyching out our rivals. The prospect of violent rivalry places us below our self concept and we lose all natural constraints of human civility. We know this about ourselves and avoid embarrassing conflict where ever and whenever possible.

Even so, I can't accept the negativity that I've experienced due to my surname. And I’m not the only one. I know a family that is very hard working and honorable and had to put up with harassment from the Police and the City council for over a decade before they were finally permitted to build a store of their own…simply because of their Hispanic surname; which was somehow associated with Colombian drug lords(of all things). How ignorant can people be?

I never even thought to or was taught to connect anyone to anything based upon their surname or ethnicity. I was raised in Victorville CA(far from the who's what of the East Coast)...which had a Hispanic Mayor in the 1960's. Everything seemed to be completely integrated and surnames didn't really mean anything to anyone as far as I knew. It wasn't until I was in my thirties that I began to recognize Jewish surnames. Practically everyone that I had been raised watching on TV had been Jewish. To me they were family. Or at least very familiar. They just seemed like any other Caucasian people to me.

So where does all of the mental horseshit stuff come in? So much trauma. So much conditioning. And so much trying to pass it on and foist it upon others. And now I gather that none the least of it began as far back as 16th century Prussia where Jews were burned by some of my ancestors. Hardly my fucking karma. I would have been one who was molested and cheated by the Jews. Perhaps other family members reacted to what I suffered(given that you believe in such a thing as bloodline reincarnation or blood memory).

The Chinese also killed. They killed Christians....who were merely stepped down subconscious psychically controlled Hebrew agents of death. There can be no spiritual messiah. That concept is an oxymoron. Dummy. We may have messiahs in every other field. But not a spiritual messiah. Dummy. The spiritual contact of truth to find is within each one of us...not some outside persona. Much less a primative sacrificial personality. The concept of a spiritual messiah is an oxymoron. And you guys think that you're so smart. Spiritual molesters and murders is all you will have ever been. You did it to yourselves. Its only ever been about shyster control(since around 500 BC anyway right?). Nice. Hey...you fuck around and fuck around...and you won't be around. It is as simple as that. Or it used to be.

The old days were simpler. Nonviolence requires a lot of us to put up with a lot of shit; and far too often to become permanent irrevocable victims of other people's shit. I bought into nonviolence...much to my physical ruination...just like I bought into treating women as equals...much to the obliteration of my soul. We are evolving. We don't all make it. Its a huge Greek tragedy where everyone is injured…some fatally.

I know nothing. I've been innocent, naive, unaffected and blind sided at every turn in my life by traumatized mutant zombies of one form or another. I even married one. Looks okay on the outside. Looks human enough. But what the heck is going on inside of people? There is a subconscious war of some form going on. Its evolution(baby). Its behavioral evolutionary morphic fields: and the finer things keep shining through. It's also what are we agreeing to play. When we were kids...we used to agree upon what we were going to pretend before we would begin to play. Often play would end when things became disagreeable to one child or another. Why should we agree to play out an adult life where only one percent of the other kids get all of the good toys and Barbie and Ken dolls and the rest of us get the shit toys? Or why should we agree to play that only homosexuals can be known as and considered to be gay?

Once when I was four years old, my mother babysat another little boy that was about my same age. She asked me to play with him. So I sat with him on the sidewalk that went up to the back door of our little brown house in Hesperia Ca. and began to share my toy dump trucks with him. After a few minutes of him just staring at me as I calmly played with my toy dump truck...he went bezerk for no apparent reason and grabbed my toy truck and smashed it onto the sidewalk, screaming in a fit of rage. I picked up my truck and started to go in the house. Just then, my mother asked me why I wasn't playing with him. I answered her that "he doesn't know how to play"... and that I was not going to play with him. And I didn't play with him either. I could have likely gotten a severe beating for such disobedience...but I did not care. Somehow my mother let me slide on this one...this time. And I do not play with dipshit idiot adults who do not seem to understand how to play either. We are all at God's table. But quite a few seem to have exceptionally bad manners. Did we all agree to allow things to be this way?

And what is with the right winged Jews? What is with the Mossad? Is that "MO see swastika and die"? Or "molest oldest son...sad"? Fuck the right winged Jews. I've seen enough of their shit. Just kill me. Fuck the right wing Christian claymation dipshits and the Republican party too. And fuck modern authority in nearly every country on earth. We are being fleeced and had and exploited in ways that are so unsustainable that we are all just about on the verge of losing our very souls.

Where is Mommy and Daddy? The children...naked toddlers...are playing imaginary dress up with only little balls of fecal matter for cuff links. Where are the parents to come home and pick up the needle and arm from the broken record...rinse off the children and set it back down in a coherent groove?

Fuck this PC bullshit generation. Great so you get it...we are all humans. Only you have to be so prejudicial and ugly and immature and lost and Jurassic about it, that you are not even fit to be a generation. You are playing into the hand of distraction and divisiveness. A whole fucking lot of us had this automatically before you yoyos made it your shtick to audablize and narrate every reality distracting geek move. You are just another living example of one step forward two steps back...selfish, trite, two dimensional, shallow, dumbed down modern humanity. Oh...but you've figured that out now. Good for you. Now follow Naomi Klein's example or shut up.

Back when I was a kid....the dumber people were not allowed to speak out and get up in front of other people, where children could witness; and be any sort of influence upon humanity. I hope you are all validated and fulfilled, while the lives of so many more intelligent and qualified human beings are and have been and are still being quietly destroyed. Hey, but the media doesn't seem to care. You've got it made.

Good people do not need a support system or network or a cell phone. Good people are connected. Connected to nature and to higher truth, intelligence and to God. Carry on troubled people carry on.

Personally, I decided years ago that it was actually the blood of all indigenous peoples that I wanted flowing through my veins(with immunity). Modern blood is whacked and out of touch with truth and reality. Modern blood lacks natural skill and natural insight. Natural wisdom. Our heads and souls have been filled with so much unnatural falsehood for so long that we instantly mock and deride truth standing right before us. And we feel completely vindicated in doing so. How did things ever get to this state?

All the worlds different spiritual disciplines, cultures and factors of variation need only to emphasize and concentrate on our similarities as one unified humanity. All differences may be considered to be anthropological and celebrated and studied to further enhance our deeper and actually more integrated comprehension of human life and existence(the bigger picture).

Fighting. Warring. These are evolutionary traits of the distant past. Along with ugliness, mental illness and trauma...these are the things that we can leave behind. Today...right now, our leaders are failing us for not having already had these things done. Things which many of us were born expecting and needing to be able to take for granted. We have been and are being severely betrayed.

Chow/Ciao

2009-11-29T15:36:00.001-08:00

My To Do List

Things to do. Priorities. Budget. Intelligence. Today I went shopping. Mojave. Stater Bros. Whole bean coffee was too high to buy(over $7.00 on sale). Maybe I’ll get by with what I have until they get the price back down to where it is reasonable again. If not…so what. They should be ashamed to begin with. People die for coffee, cocaine and heroin. What an indictment of a certain class of humanity. Oh well.

When I got home from Mojave I had to do something about my shower shampoo caddy. Its new…but keeps sliding down the shower head nozzle neck pipe(nipple) and pulling away from the two suction cup affairs that are supposed to keep it aright, thus allowing the shifted bottles of shampoo and body wash to fall out… resulting in a smashing impact on my shower floor tile. This has twice caused a tile to break loose from the VersaBond® adhesive; forcing me to reset them. I don’t need this. So I duct taped the caddy in place and got the best thing I could find out of my shed(happened to be a tube of Liquid Nails®) that would match, since all of my almond colored RTV and caulking has all dried up. Its in there drying and setting up right now. Then later I can remove the duct tape and hopefully the thing will stay in place. My goodness.

And I’ve got trees left to prune. Four left out of eight in my front yard. Today seems a bit cold and windy for getting outside on a ladder and pruning trees. Maybe tomorrow. I also have to treat every tree wound with tree wound compound. I still have half of the fourth tree that I’ve pruned to do that to.

As you can see…I have things to do. I put in 570 feet water lines for fourteen new trees next spring in my backyard and dug the ditches and the tree wells by hand. I have five (bed)rooms to convert and remodel along with two bathrooms and my kitchen. I want to buy a dirt bike next year to rehab my physicality...they are like the number two thing when it comes to overall body workout.

I have a lot to do; and so much still ahead of me. But most of the important stuff I have already gotten finished. I was married for 28 years and have been the father of four valedictorians and solved most of the worlds spiritual problems(I haven’t even shared a lot of that yet). I have learned and am learning; and I have gotten and am getting what I wanted to from this life. I should feel lucky.

But to me life and success is about the continued pursuit of worthwhile goals, rather than or perhaps, along with having a good feeling in your heart. That is why today I have decided to go ahead and get a couple of "to do things" done from my personal to do list that have to do with unfinished communication.

As a responsible adult…I have a couple of matters that I feel that I must share with and make clear to my fellow adults.

The first has to do with the importance of language and its usage. The alphabet is not physical or molecular, despite what Marx and others may have said or believed. Like music, language is spiritual: given to us by the spiritual guardians of humanity only to have been too often hijacked and overtaken by cretins and rogues whose only goal has been to pervert the truth to their own personal rogue/cretin ends. This is precisely why we need not troops; but tropes. Since the dawn of language…there has been no valid reason for war. But just look what has been and is still happening. Someone wants oil or someone wants heroin...or coffee or bananas or minerals(or someone is being blackmailed based upon their having had homosexual relations), so thousands upon thousands of young people die in the false name of patriotism. Unhealthy egoism. Not good for humanity.

Fuck heroin. The leaders(lucky and dumber, suck ass druggie, sold out con mark dick breath losers) of our world are not doing their job correctly because of heroin. And may I say fuck them to. Too many innocent and good human beings are suffering today because of our continued bad leadership. I’ve never seen(and I probably never will either see nor use) heroin. I’m hard wired for good food and a pleasurable neural chemical release that exceeds that of heroin. Perhaps I should thank my parents. Taco night was like everyone was on cocaine(which I've never seen or used either) followed by heroin. The rest of the time I was being beaten for no apparent reason. That was how I was programmed. So naturally I feel very, very good after eating tacos.

So you do heroin. So you do cocaine. So you are addicted to sex. Those things are no excuse for the way that our world has been continuing to go for over a hundred years. What we have been doing is not sustainable. What we are doing today is an attempt to cover up and foster a series of systemic cultural dynamics that are doomed to failure.

Undermining labor. Ridiculous short and long term capitalist bubble grabs of wealth and power. We far too often sell short what is good and profitable and take a long term position on what is meritless and unsustainable. Lincoln flatly stated that labor is primary to capital. What part of that do we not understand? That is where the pure concept of syndicalism and culture and society from the standpoint of labor and from the ground up is the true final functional solution. A Syndicalist/Socialist/Capitalist hybrid may be what we need. France should have already been doing this as the supposed leader of humanity. Yet they ban syndicalism as illegal. Just as Germany bans the swastika. People who proclaim that we are heading towards a feudalistic society are right. What a mess.

But I digress. What have we allowed to be done with language? "At the end of the day". Is anyone else sick of hearing that phrase? Everyone that I hear using the phrase "at the end of the day" without literally meaning the end of a certain day: has completely lost my respect…and that is a whole lot of people. Just watch American journalistic TV for 30 minutes and you will see what I mean. I once made a hatch mark for every time that a guy said the word "indeed" during a Sunday lecture at church(normally I took copious notes, this time I just made hatch marks)...it was 40 times in 45 minutes.

But that is a nearly completely insignificant and only a very small example compared to what has been done to the most powerful word in the English language. The word "gay" is the single most spiritually powerful world in the English language. Shakespeare would roll over in his grave if he knew how that the word gay has been so pervasively and so commonly used to mean homosexual or having something to do with sex whatsoever. Gay is a platonic term. The single most powerful platonic(spiritual) term in the English language. Something very ugly is going on.

The two single greatest things that have severely dumbed down modern western man are: the promoted misunderstanding concerning the swastika(since WWII) and the largely unquestioned use of the word gay in reference to something sexual. A Tom turkey is happy after he gets his rocks off too. Even does a little dance. But a turkey does not have what it takes to be truly gay. Neither does a homosexual that believes that hijacking the word gay makes him somehow gay. Homosexuality and the spiritual state of being gay, while perhaps for certain folks coincidental, are in no way and by no means synonymous. You can be gay or you can be homosexual or both…but one is not dependent upon the other; because you can be gay and celibate or gay and heterosexual as well. Gay means spiritually happy. What in the hell does that have to do with sex?

You may be celibate, heterosexual, homosexual, lesbian, bisexual or whatever and also be gay. But gay is not synonymous with anything having to do with sex. The order of the universe is platonic and even sex falls under that prioritized hierarchy. The best sex is platonic. Most people can’t conceive of such a thing as platonic sex. That is because we have been preconditioned by one incorrect popular notion after the other for millenniums. Of course sex is platonic. Nature itself is platonic. Only when we place sex above its proper station do we run into problems. Gay my ass.

The entire western human race should be ashamed and taken quite aback by the extent of the misuse and prevalence of the word gay to the extent that one or two entire generations understand this word to only mean homosexual or lesbian humanity. And yet we hear it used in this way every day by those whom we are expected to look up to. Go figure. You’re not truly gay…you’re just a geek(glandular/genetic etheric emphasized kid) that is happy because you got laid. There is a significant and very important distinction. Not that a geek(glandular/genetic etheric emphasized kid) would care about language. Or spiritual truth.

We are all evolving in one way or another. And there are various forms of entropy and atrophy within human evolution as a whole. Old control/dominance based instincts facing extinction tend to attempt to vie for evolutionary predominance. Those instincts and tendencies to vie are Jurassic. We really need to allow evolution to work its magic as free from prejudice, violence and ignorance as possible(epically PC prejudice, violence and ignorance ) . I've always been naturally gay. My dad told me that he had always been gay. It has nothing to do with sex one way or the other. That is all a part of the malignant ugliness that has besought western humanity for several centuries now. I may have sex with a man or a woman…and I may be gay; but my being gay is totally unrelated to my sexuality. Shame on us.

Let me just reiterate and sum this up. I, while possessing an arguably male physical body...may be bisexual and celibate with a definitely lesbian/bisexual subconscious anima or etheric bodily component factor(I know this from my dreams). And I am and always have been gay...but my being gay has nothing specifically to do with my sexuality one way or the other(repressed or otherwise). Also, I have absolutely no beef with anyone else due their sexual practices or orientation whatsoever. When you try to say something this basic and simple you may often encounter misunderstandings by immature persons who wish to play ugly schoolyard games with labels and name calling. Let us and our children be able to completely feel and to completely be gay without concern over our sexuality one way or the other; if that is not too much to ask. Otherwise...we are simply being immature and ugly; not that that has mattered to so, so many in the past.

So we’re a bit lost in the woods. Is anyone really surprised? Gay means spiritual ecstasy whether or not one possesses genitalia. So how long has this crap been going on? What a fucking mess.

And then trauma. Its everywhere. It has been passed on and exacerbated by generation after generation for millenniums and now threatens to be the very end of the human race if we don’t get a handle on it. War, terrorism, poverty, crime, self destructive behavior and all forms of violence are a result of the snowballing effects of human trauma. Most of which unfortunately remains sublimated, dissociated and unconscious; being acted and played out via our behavior. Its no wonder that we still have renowned stylish editorial journalists proclaiming that trauma does not exist; when they themselves personally are one of the most fitting poster children of our time for this precise subject/topic. We are reaching a saturation point when it comes to trauma. The following is what I will share with everyone else and has become my evolving coping mechanism and plan of attack.

First of all: "Satan actually never existed(sane)". Or at least that is the official line since the late 1980’s. Amnesty was offered to all forces both white and black…and well…. Satan went into witness relocation and changed his name. The top fifty percent of his organization took the deal as well. What we are left with at this time are the retarded or the dumber half of all of the fallen angels and black magicians who are simply just too fucking stupid to get the picture: which are still being given a sphere of activity within the factions of war….both class and otherwise, all forms of human divisiveness...PC and other wise; and in particular within the Jewish and Christian right of the United States and Israel. They have no legitimate spiritual leadership. Much like the Church of Satan...and the spoiled idiot Ivy League money people; they are indeed rogue. It is for the rest of us to merely watch and wait this thing out, knowing full well and good that their continued influence is unsustainable. Its over. It has been over for over twenty years. Someday I may tell you how I know. For… now suffice it to say that I know. I was there when it all went down.

Beyond that the Apostle Paul is back(and quite active in the spirit world). Only he has sort of backslidden into his old habits. He is torturing Christians again. And he is very good at it. It seems that Paul is not particularly happy or enthusiastic about the direction that Christianity has taken during the past millennium or two. Let’s say…how his life and writings were and have been and are still being used. Joining Paul in the reformation activities turns out to be the top fifty percent of the fallen angels who have taken amnesty and who are now working along side Paul doing God’s work. There is so much discipline to be meted out and precious little time. Time is only really on the side of the good you know.

So what I have decided to do in all of this is to cease to feel responsible for the trauma in the world that I have not caused: and to allow those who are truly responsible for it to simply own up to it with the full onus upon them. They’ve got mail…from God and from the Apostle Paul. Furthermore I return to sender all of the psychic mail that I may get from them. Times have changed. What can we say? Personally I make placebos out of the great schadenfreude and all of the spiritual pain that they must needs endure at the hands of Paul and his new allies; because I really prefer to feel well and good as much as possible. That is why I call my mincemeat recipe "schadenfreude mania". It has been millenniums in coming…but we are finally in the position to get a few things done. Ciao.

Angels and Chipmunks

2009-11-28T17:10:00.000-08:00

Thank You Starbucks

2009-11-19T14:22:00.001-08:00

12/20/09, $5.99 per 12oz, good job!

For months, I’ve been dismayed by the rising price of whole bean coffee. First of all…why isn’t it cheaper than ground? Does anyone remember when you could buy bulk whole bean coffee at the supermarket and it was cheaper than branded ground coffee? Why is a higher cost passed on to us folks who grind? We should be passed on the savings for them not having to grind it. Does anyone remember 1973? Inflation? It all reportedly began with(among other things) the price of coffee. When whole bean coffee gets beyond $7.00 per 12 oz package on sale…I quit buying it. My Quisinart Grind and Brew machine(the second one that I’ve had) gets lonely. Today I got 12 oz Starbucks coffee for $6.49: so I bought six. There is nothing like the volatile oils and emollients of fresh ground whole bean coffee. When you add B complex, a 400mg capsule of DL phenylalanine or two and the odd couple of 10mg phenylephrine HCL(or one or two 30mg pseudoephredrine HCL's) you’ve got something better than street drugs. Party on.

Pot Pie

2009-11-18T13:49:00.001-08:00

Sustainable Heroin

2009-11-14T15:43:00.000-08:00

Spiritual Mincemeat/Schadenfreude Mania

2009-11-14T15:32:00.000-08:00

11-10-09

2009-11-10T17:06:00.001-08:00

11-4-09

2009-11-04T16:41:00.000-08:00

Vagina Envy

2009-11-04T12:11:00.001-08:00

Oowlen

2009-11-03T17:41:00.000-08:00

A great sleepy owl rests by day

Within my heart, my throat and head

And then again by night

He flies around instead

Those by day who see him

Are fooled

He must be a lazy creature

But while they lie asleep so fast

They miss his active feature

His eyes absorb the lumen

Which shines within the dark

His powers are understated

No bird can match his mark

All the knowledge known by

And all the cares of man

Can not approach this being

Of soul and air and land

From dusk ’till dawn

No sun nor light

With perfect sight

He rules our yawn

And thrives without a foe

Swallowed whole

Both flesh and soul

Their bones the moon he’ll show

While along their merry way they go

And on the ground they stay

Hapless nocturnal creatures

In terror become his prey

The rat, the gopher, the squirrel, the snake

A moment take

In a flash of fright

To make a meal so right

Of God nor man afraid

And in the morn

With grace adorned

A fool’s immersed in scorn

Though fifteen ravens attempt a raid

The owl moves not a feather

And if he does

They flee in fear

A rogue has met his better

As all the gods delight

Its due to you I feel my might

When in the black you take your flight

To feed and fly my owl

And as my thoughts do tend to scatter

And while to sleep with you I’d rather

Its inner strength I gather

To live and face another day

11-2-09

2009-11-02T14:42:00.000-08:00

Happy Halloween

2009-10-30T17:12:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4_U4SlfmQNg&NR=1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NkrtLl6rh3I&feature=related

10-21-09

2009-10-21T09:16:00.001-07:00

Barbra Streisand/50 years of Theosophy(Steiner): The evolution and development of the Art Soul

2009-10-18T17:05:00.000-07:00

And the only person on the planet that I am afraid of pissing off...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BnwJ5KIcKX4&feature=related

Yentl

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pL5_ErSq9EM&feature=related

Putting All Together

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zclR35MTudM&feature=related

Somewhere

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=emuVLVylBiA&feature=related

People

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GhOap2Vldaw&feature=related

Home

2009-10-15T18:45:00.000-07:00

California off ramp 188(ahh)

Great Owl

2009-10-15T07:12:00.001-07:00

From the backyard this morning. There are a pair of owls which really give the ravens hell that nest in the trees behind my house.

Update 10/19/09: The Owls have for over a week now taken over what used to belong to the Ravens. Today about ten Ravens approached to attempt to regain access to their nests...but to no avail. The Owls did not even have to move whatsoever. Apparently it was considered to be a battle already fought. The Ravens moved on. Even ten Ravens are no match for these two huge Owls.

McCartney

2009-08-05T19:03:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wxsokezONrQ

And from Ram

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5HfueUL2LeY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GUI4Ty5CGMQ

For Larry David, My (Discreet) Funny Visionary

2009-08-03T20:23:00.000-07:00

This is from awhile back...

I do mortal kombat with Katherine Harris using the Wilson sisters!

To the tune of Kick it out...(sorry Heart)

Painful ugliness, so see how we are

Grape sugar beauty

And nice fast cars

Moldy studs, jealous boys, Lysol® and rank cigars

Black lagoon glaucoma chi, swimming pools and movie stars

Souls fightin’ wars over Venus and Mars

If we keep splitting baby; its gonna go far

Pick it up

Pick up

You’re not a Platex® glove baby …you’re a seal walrus

Pick it up

Pick up

Send it through

Send through

We got to sock it to God

Give it up

Give up

Neon silly straws

And pink diamond rings

Wintergreen lifesavers, dark sparkling things

Fresh cherry blossoms, that turn on a dime

Money goes to hell...so we just feel fine

A natural breeze blew up a Chinese Easter skirt...

Well she had no panties just amazing dessert

She turned her head around and she saw my face

Her's was mixture of time and space

Rage it up

Come on America… rage it up

When all of the rubble and all the silt falls

Its management’s job to keep it off of the walls

Astral suspensions of middle aged ovaries and balls

The cells in your lungs are sittin’ in a stall

Indonesian telemarketers keep giving a call

Pick it up

Pick up

Let’s get a cooler breeze blowing

Pick it up

Screw tight static and the radio noise

Remodel your closets

Burn all the old toys

Stone cold money and media Leroys

Feel what you hate it goes back to the boys

Let your raisins and oats roll into granola of joy

Do your thing

Cut the strings

You're not some head on the idiot box baby…

Pick it up

Do your thing

Let it ring

This ain’t no Pandora’s idiot box

Do your thing

Heart-

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OPzESNQbURQ&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o5PKULglde8

Mocedades

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FfX-KSbfIz0

The King

http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=19257276

What's Goin' On?

2009-07-31T18:10:00.000-07:00

Special thanks to Ronald M Sheets(General Contractor) and Larry Magorian/Ideal Concrete; both of California City California.

If the banks would stop being such tight assed paranoid Republican dipshits...every American could build a patio addition and help get us out of this depression. I had to pay cash. I wanted to borrow about a third of it for general purposes(taxes and such)...but the Bank was too paranoid to lend me just $6000...$165 a month for four years, when my disposable income is around $800 a month. No wonder America is in the toilet. Everyone is paranoid. I wonder why(maybe its all of that financial immorality). Oh and how big is it? I figured just over 1213 sq ft...the contractor figured 1230 sq ft. It's taking 15 gallons of acrylic wood stain. He said that that is what I should tell anyone who wants to know how big it is. Fuck em...next year I'm buyin' a KTM EXC 530 with electric start. I wont be worried about anything after that. I was raised on dirt bikes.

What's Goin On? Marvin Gaye...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y9KC7uhMY9s

Still Life With Me

2009-07-27T19:28:00.000-07:00

The early 1970's... '70-'71 I think. My father and I got stopped by a police officer one morning on our way to the now legendary Honda Valley from my Grandmother's house in Hesperia CA(where we kept and) on our dirt bikes(we lived in Victorville).

After we were cited...my dad asked the officer if we could go home in a "roundabout sort of way". We then proceeded to go on our usual four hour ride passed Hesperia dump through Honda Valley ...crossing the CA aqueduct just prior to it being paved, all the way to Cajon Pass overlooking San Bernardino.

That ridge route from Hesperia to the Cajon Pass was a 5-10 mile series of hill climbs that I got thumbs up from European and Husqvarna pro's for mastering when I was only in the sixth grade. The next year I heard Yes and Roundabout...it has always reminded me of that day.

Roundabout--Yes

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xql99I1VSdI

I Kept My Promise

2009-07-25T16:03:00.001-07:00

Baby Joshua Tree

I promised my plants that if they perked up and were pretty...I'd take their picture.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hJLCwwGKbvw&feature=fvw

Front Yard Republic

2009-06-10T20:21:00.000-07:00

The Jungle Line

http://www.rhapsody.com/joni-mitchell/the-hissing-of-summer-lawns/the-jungle-line/lyrics.html

California

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-q4foLKDlcE

In Memory of Michael Jackson

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZgMEPk6fvpg

Rays n Glands

2009-06-08T21:48:00.001-07:00

What we all owe each other and ourselves

2009-05-04T17:48:00.000-07:00

From John Lennon
http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=10620983

And Yusuf Islam

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fy_mytEQB-Q

Steiner means Rocker

2009-05-02T10:42:00.000-07:00

Rudolf Steiner (1861-1925) about the fylfot, the Swastika:

Christianity took that little what it needed, into its traditions, its cult, and then it vanquished the origins of those cults. In the original cults, there were a lot of elements, with enormous meaning inside; but everything was turned around and everything was interpreted differently.

During my visit to England where one had a wide view over the area, one could find such signs there, swastikas, a symbol used to create much mischief in Germany today. This swastika is now being worn by people who have no idea that it was once a sign used to indicate to people who came from a long way off that the people in that place saw not only with their physical eyes but also with the eye of the spirit.

David Bowie--China Girl

"I stumble into town just like a sacred cow visions of swastikas in my head"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6uZETFSmOxE

And may I just add this personal note: The swastika does not belong to any one group such as the so called Nazis; but actually spins clockwise in the center of each of our individual perceptual fields of vision, just below our own personal conscious level of awareness. Seeing it consciously, in its non subliminal form, is a matter of sensitivity. On a subconscious level of awareness the swastika of another who was facing you would indeed appear to be spinning counter clockwise and would tend to denote a deferring to the other person, rather than to your own natural higher intelligence. The evil that men do...

http://sdjungers.blogspot.com/2009/03/swastika-knowledge.html

And I would be very remiss/Just watch it

If this doesn't open...paste it into your browser address bar.

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-4190110225090266760

Gawge

2009-04-28T19:59:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mojrtlI9mVg

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QrC1NggUweI

"The Pope owns 51% of General Motors...and the Stock Exchange is the only thing he's qualified to quote us"...? How prophetic. Second song actually.

St. George Harrison

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ks4TQtca7Ss

And angel Billy Preston

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UYxzPdv67yA

Here We Go

2009-04-28T19:35:00.000-07:00

My favorite song when I was eleven...very well covered

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8gLWTtlMwo4

For Ms. Apple...

From precisely whence do elementals wince

And just as frost frog froze

Doeth cold embrace a breech to broach

And warmth therefore embold

Acclaim to rest upon repose

In awe of tawny fields

Of brendel velvet gold

As blood reigns keep and still hearts beat

A span breadths a breast a praise of prose

Wherefore yonder such places pose

And from eerie ear and wolf bat spring

From pit and top to tip

Of marooned magenta wing

With shades beyond

Mere cock and plume to portray

Start gentle wrings which wave graces’ sternly ruse

Of beauty’s feign betray

A creature’s fair full fan and phase

As final fades of lumen wax and wane

All shines from dark to black?

This is Why

2009-04-28T18:29:00.000-07:00

For Everyone

2009-04-24T11:21:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1XYFJUP84lE&feature=related

Please view above link from the Letterman show

(What's So Funny 'Bout) Peace, Love And Understanding

As I walk through
This wicked world
Searchin' for light in the darkness of insanity.
I ask myself
Is all hope lost?
Is there only pain and hatred, and misery?
And each time I feel like this inside,
There's one thing I wanna know:
What's so funny 'bout peace love & understanding?
Ohhhh
What's so funny 'bout peace love & understanding?
And as I walked on
Through troubled times
My spirit gets so downhearted sometimes
So where are the strong
And who are the trusted?
And where is the harmony?
Sweet harmony.
'Cause each time I feel it slippin' away, just makes me wanna cry.
What's so funny 'bout peace love & understanding?
Ohhhh What's so funny 'bout peace love & understanding?
So where are the strong?
And who are the trusted?
And where is the harmony?
Sweet harmony.
'Cause each time I feel it slippin' away, just makes me wanna cry.
What's so funny 'bout peace love & understanding?
Ohhhh What's so funny 'bout peace love & understanding?
Ohhhh What's so funny 'bout peace love & understanding?

Lipstick Vogue

2009-04-24T09:00:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dip-FtbsD8E

Please view video at above link.

Elvis Costello

Don't say that you love me
When it's just a rumour
Don't say a word
If there is any doubt
Sometimes I think that love is just a tumour;
You've got to cut it out
You say you're sorry for
The things that you've done
You say you're sorry
But you know you don't mean it
I wouldn't worry
I had so much fun
Sometimes I almost feel
Just like a human being
It's you
Not just another mouth full of lipstick vogue
It's you
Not just another mouth full of lipstick vogue
Oh yeah.
Get to the slot machine
Almost dead on arrival
Just hit me one more time
Dead live Wire
Maybe they told you
You were only a girl in a million
You say I've got no feelings;
This is a good way to kill me
Select the control room
And insert the token
You wanna throw me away
But I'm not broken
You've got a lot to say
Well I'm not joking
There are some words
They don't allow to be spoken
Sometimes I almost feel
Just like a human being
It's you
Not just another mouth
Lies full of lipstick vogue
Not just another mouth
Lies full of lipstick vogue

It's a Heartache

2009-04-24T08:40:00.000-07:00

Jango - Free Music - Internet Radio that Plays What You Want! Listen to Music Online Radio Station

Please view video at link above.

Bonnie Tyler

It's a heartache
Nothing but a heartache
Hits you when it's too late
Hits you when you're down
It's a fool's game
Nothing but a fool's game
Standing in the cold rain
Feeling like a clown.
It's a heartache
Nothing but a heartache.
Love her till your arms break
Then she lets you down.
It ain't right with love to share
When you find she doesn't care for you.
It ain't wise to need someone
As much as I depended on you.
It's a heartache
Nothing but a heartache
Hits you when it's too late. . .
It ain't r'ight with love to share. . .
Oh it's a heartache
Nothing but a heartache.
Love her till your arms break
Then she let's you down
It's a fool's game
Standing in the cold rain
Feeling like a clown.
It's a heartache
Love her till your arms break
Then she let's you down
It's a heartache

Psychedelic Pithy Pastel Beige/Hey Waiter,There's a Fly in my Soup

2009-04-21T15:25:00.000-07:00

Joni Mitchell, The Hissing of Summer Lawns

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qaXpREI_CqU

Today..ongoing to lying Kern County Police

2009-04-19T19:24:00.000-07:00

I wasn't raised in Kern County. I was raised in Victorville. You guys are the proud descendants of The Grapes of Wrath. Your Officers lied about me and you believe that I'll just go away. I'm the father of four Valedictorians among many other things and was raised hunting and fishing and riding dirt bikes(way before that was a common thing) and things that your guys try to do as adults. Carry a gun. To protect liars. Your soul is a mess.

You guys make a living off of protecting the alleged victims of victims of Capitalism(which has never really worked). People suffer every day at the hands of business and you guys are sold out gun toting idiots. Have you ever seen the film Serpico? You're just so proud to have a job in America. Right? Wouldn't chance that on honesty or intelligence....nahh.

Why on earth do you even peruse such a career? You know exactly what I'm talking about. Unless you are seriously retarded. I'm not kidding. I do not fear you. I never have. I pity you. You guys lied about me and I'm sure you've had a good laugh about that. Norris rd(IA). I read the name tag on his uniform(Norris) and I asked the bloke if he was related to Chuck Norris because he was all ignorantly bowed up in a fighting stance. My mistake. I'm so sorry. He was being a dipshit. And his egotistical characterization and lies have made history. But I'm only 50. I have as long as I have to get even with you. This is going to go around the world baby. There is no justice in these ignorant type of lies. I had no cartilage left in my right hip. I was in excruciating pain. You guys got me put in a mental hospital for over eight months and I lost my wife and family. When all I needed was surgery...and my wife was pathetically menopausal and completely hysterical. She bit me! She bit my comforting hand. Do I have to spell it out..."bitch"("bit comforting hand")? All I did was push up on her nose to get her to open her mouth. It left a red mark on her nose. I told her...you are going to have a red mark on your nose. She was hysterical for weeks after that and you guys played her game. At my expense. You guys are the real bitches' bitches in all of this. You want to bite me just like she did. When I'm your comforting hand. And what a story it is going to tell.

If you thought I was crazy before...you might want to check out my blog site. Unlike you guys...I do not lie. Most Cops are ignorant lower chakra liars. So are most Judges.

I was "wielding a knife and barking like a dog". There was no knife. And I made no sounds like anything like any sort of animal. I'll gladly die fighting that double lie. Get off your dammed ass. Do something about it. You don't give a damm about me do ya...what are are ya; a total fucking whore? This has been going on for two years. You're not the only one to get a copy of this. I don't give a damm...wrong is wrong.

If you do not reply...remember... you broke me...you own me. Put me in a mental hospital for the rest of my life. Just pick me one where I can have a girl friend. That's your bluff is it not? Like I give a shit. You are crazier than I am. But I don't care about how crazy you are. I don't even need faith. I know God. I've never known how to bluff. In either case the world is going to know about it. I may just post this on my blog site right now.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sCNPXpehoCM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aBccr-aLu4I&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pALSKcWcVEk